Hmm what can I write about? You ever get that?
Well I’ve been training away and that’s a normal part of my life now so nothing really new there. Went to Lusby’s during the open mat slot around 16:00 and I was pretty much on my own but that was fine. I lent my iPod to one of the Filipinos, Sherwin, back on the boat. Sherwin’s iPod broke down and he’s away at sea for three months at a time and I felt bad for him so that was my good deed but I could have done with having my iPod with me, today.
I always get a touch nervous going to my own gym. Maybe because my trainer is in there and I don’t want to look like a moron. I needn’t have worried on this occasion. I was pretty much alone but I managed to get a decent workout and I needed to get a feel for the place again before I come in again this Thursday. Different gyms have different atmospheres and vibes. I need to acclimatize a little.
I’ve done a lot of bag work while I was offshore. To be honest, this time round I’m hoping to learn more ring craft stuff but I’ll speak to Gary and ultimately he’ll determine when I’m ready to learn more. But like the guy said in the movie Creed…
– Kid’s hungry, you gotta feed him sometimes.
I’m enjoying my writing too, just now. I sent a manuscript for a short story to a couple of publications for some feedback so I’m waiting on that. Could be a couple of months though. I find it’s quite an anti-social thing being a writer. I zone out because I’m concentrating a lot on what I’m writing but that’s not good for Emma because it’s bad enough my work takes me away for half the year. It’s like the boxing though – I just don’t want to waste any more time because suddenly I’m aware that I’m not getting any younger. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not all that old either but I don’t have so much time I can casually piss away. Procrastination is a terrible thing.
Certain topics are easier to write than others. The boxing stories like The Journeyman I wrote just seem to flow – it’s easier than writing something like a Game of Thrones or Lord of the Rings style fantasy. You don’t have to imagine whole worlds and create stuff in your head from scratch. I was thinking of maybe writing a larger fictional story. Boxing themed again. Something cathartic, on the theme of redemption – the stuff I wanted the movie Southpaw to be but (for me) didn’t quite manage.
We’ll see. I’m starting to build up a list of writing projects. Some of them are more ambitious than others. I’m not such a prolific writer that I can just crap out works of fiction. My friend Vicki (a writer) was right… It’s important to finish something. So many ideas never see the light of day – or the light at the end of the tunnel. I needed to write some shorter stories so that I could know what finishing a story felt like.
The boxing training’s important to me, too. I can’t always explain it so gracefully but I want to be good in a ring. I don’t want to go in there and look like I’ve just been taken out of a pub brawl. It’d be nice to look back on all of this some day and say: Yeah, I could box a little bit.